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It's a bit funny but well yeah, from Friday on I feel heartbroken and angry about myself, angry because of my over pulled acting, how I behave to people and how I speak. I still have not learned from life… remember "WHAT EVER COMES OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH, IT DOESN'T GO
this is my 9th week that i have not being smoking… how sweet, isn't it ?!!
The Reason and who I really want to thank is Gwen, this special and unique human kind gave me the spirit to do this, I actually talk to my self about that and argue against myself.
It's a bit funny but well yeah, from Friday on I feel heartbroken and angry about myself, angry because of my over pulled acting, how I behave to people and how I speak. I still have not learned from life… remember "WHAT EVER COMES OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH, IT DOESN'T GO BACK" and that is what I never being remembering in my life, hope that I have enough of this and grow up.
Saturdays I couldn't hold on this any more, I decided to buy cigarettes and yes I did. Came out from the shop and already was searching for my lighter while holding the cigarette in my mouth, I was scared , I felt strange, like superstition feeling but it was more like my EGO was talking to me, I asked him " Who do you love , cigarette or her ? " This question just left me there in the middle of the street, I was all confused and I again heard my EGO saying that "it's not fair, it's not fair". After this 20 second fight against my EGO I took out my cigarette and kept in the box back. This feeling after it was amazing, I was feeling something new, a new Alex a new path that I decided to chose…
Who ever is reading this is not in my interests , I just keep writing it for me and thanks to my best friend Tika, she gave me this site :].
What is a ego?
An EGO is your second YOU, a believed strength that lives inside you and have the faith for it that it exists. Myself I had many EGOs, but in the age of 14-18 my last ego is really dangerous and not a pleasure to meet him.
Since I moved in London I was living by myself, parents were in Germany and Georgia. The good thing that I was all alone was that I found my self but too much lonlyness is dangerous, that is why my EGO has been developed and I lost myself. One of the good things that Life brought me by is that you learn from mistakes but if you do the mistakes over and over you regret, as I do now.
this is my 9th week that i have not being smoking… how sweet, isn't it ?!!
The Reason and who I really want to thank is Gwen, this special and unique human kind gave me the spirit to do this, I actually talk to my self about that and argue against myself.
It's a bit funny but well yeah, from Friday on I feel heartbroken and angry about myself, angry because of my over pulled acting, how I behave to people and how I speak. I still have not learned from life… remember "WHAT EVER COMES OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH, IT DOESN'T GO BACK" and that is what I never being remembering in my life, hope that I have enough of this and grow up.
Saturdays I couldn't hold on this any more, I decided to buy cigarettes and yes I did. Came out from the shop and already was searching for my lighter while holding the cigarette in my mouth, I was scared , I felt strange, like superstition feeling but it was more like my EGO was talking to me, I asked him " Who do you love , cigarette or her ? " This question just left me there in the middle of the street, I was all confused and I again heard my EGO saying that "it's not fair, it's not fair". After this 20 second fight against my EGO I took out my cigarette and kept in the box back. This feeling after it was amazing, I was feeling something new, a new Alex a new path that I decided to chose…
Who ever is reading this is not in my interests , I just keep writing it for me and thanks to my best friend Tika, she gave me this site :].
What is a ego?
An EGO is your second YOU, a believed strength that lives inside you and have the faith for it that it exists. Myself I had many EGOs, but in the age of 14-18 my last ego is really dangerous and not a pleasure to meet him.
Since I moved in London I was living by myself, parents were in Germany and Georgia. The good thing that I was all alone was that I found my self but too much lonlyness is dangerous, that is why my EGO has been developed and I lost myself. One of the good things that Life brought me by is that you learn from mistakes but if you do the mistakes over and over you regret, as I do now.
London / Chelsea Harbour Collection
Hello everyone :wave:
I finally made my collection which is based on my panorama shots in London.
Here is the link where you can have a look at the pictures
:camera:http://alexsatriani.deviantart.com/gallery/7866156 :camera:
It's a collection of the Chelsea Harbour Marine in London, the famous place where to park your Yachts/Boats.
And plus many Chelsea football player do live in the tall building , as well Roby Williams.
So please check out my collection and enjoy it.
Thanks for your attention
LOVE TIPS
Tips from My life experience :
- Never ever promise your girlfriend/boyfriend something for the future, how the life is going to be and bla bla bla. Live with your realistic possibilities and you may plan for the future spontaneously and with better results.
- Please dont LIE , thats something not pleasant. If you pass that step its a better feeling for you, your soul feels clean and people trustyou more. Than more you lie and trying to hide a mask in front of your face and blame other people your problems/faults you are appending a bad name to the audience. Thats not cool, being fake is not cool, just tell your self to w
AKtour WINTER 2009
yeah, i wrote a new song again but that is just for fun :D , have a look please :} http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhP8A3ie1v8
So, last December was a bit puzzled for me, was really confused and couldn't concentrate at everything, for example school or my hobbies and personal business. My grandma visited me in London, how sweet isn't it ?!
Ok that is not that bad but in school it's getting really hard , I had manage to write my personal statement which was a bit lost, I wrote it once as miss Sangha asked us to do it and after 1 week I gave it to her but she never gave me feedback, well I thought to ask mr. Heinze but he just told me it w
Decmeber was knocking on the Door
written December 12, 2009
I Wrote two new song these week :]
The are form my first album called " Fake Love Stories" album cover pic >>http://img24.imageshack.us/img24/2105/fakelovesoriesalbumcove.png
Please have a look and rate it :] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekfabtKz05k&feature=player_embedded
Wow, these weeks was really amazing for me, i finished my courseworks in Business and ICT and am on the next Unit :] , the school gave me a offer to re-create their school logo and I've done it really good, they loved it and i got paid for it http://alexsatriani.deviantart.com/art/bps-update-149173174 Hey and the day that i went upstairs t
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hm your english seems more broken than usual dear. if you want i can go over it but i dont know you might find it annoying.
so yu put the cigarette away in the end?
well done if you did <3
so yu put the cigarette away in the end?
well done if you did <3